That everything you do is not good enough.
That you are always the second best.
That you are losing hope.
That you want to be away from the world, far from people who judge you.
That you always complain, yet you still do what you complain about.
That everything is a competition.
That you cannot escape from this kind of reality.
That only you can change your own fate.
That the feeling you get when you think about that feeling will take you nowhere.
