If I was still in love with him, I'd say...

"It's nice waking up to his voice."

Yes, he woke me up through his call. But no, I'm no longer in love.

I hope.

3 Reasons to be Happy (061912)

1. I have forgiven my best friend for what he did. Lol. So we're okay now! And we're talking again after 10 days. And I missed him, too. :)

2. My thesis topic has been approved. Yay! More work for me soon. Haha! Next: Thesis Adviser and thesis papers. Goodluck to me and my classmates. :)

3. I saw my crush. Sounds silly and childish, I know. But I haven't seen him for a very long time, so just bear with me. Lol.

I am happy, so so happy. :">


P.S. I am kind of busy right now that's why I haven't updated this blog. Maybe soon, I'll try to be productive in posting random things again. That's all. :)

Things to Do When You're Sad

Credits to this link.

For a Reason

I don't mind if things are not working out as planned. What I know is that I'm not giving up achieving these goals and I believe that everything really happens for a reason.

Then I suddenly remembered what my friend said, "Hindi masama ang magkaroon ng mataas na pangarap. Libre naman eh. Ang hindi maganda, yung mga walang pangarap, kasi libre na nga, hindi pa magawa."

In my part, I have really high hopes and big dreams. And I shall do my best to achieve them. I may be disappointed in some ways, but again, I believe there are reasons why they won't happen... yet.

I believe that in due time, these things will work out, even not as planned, but I know they will be better than I expected.

Thoughts on a Night in May

Westlife's Unbreakable playing in the background. The song I wanted to be played if I get the chance to walk down the aisle, slowly, with my parents beside me, wearing a long, beautiful wedding gown, coming towards you. It has always been you.

As I write this, I suddenly change the playlist settings on repeat. So the song will continuously play until I finish this post.

I'm thinking about you tonight. Well, every night. You never left my mind, actually. And too cheesy to say, but my heart as well.

The sparks may be resting from glowing. I may be resting, too, sometimes. But honestly, I never got tired feeling this way since that day in 2011. Quite confusing (the terms I used, I mean), but it's what I really feel. These sparks for you, they may glow or not, they may go away for some time, but they still return to me, for you. They always do. And now they are over my head, glowing and even flying like fireflies as I think of you.

I am happy with what we have, for what we are. You may just see me as your friend, but I don't mind at all. It's completely perfect. However, sometimes I want you to be aware that I have special feelings for you. Not just a friend. It's more than that. I know you know about it. But knowing is different from being aware.

For now, I just miss you. Not too much, but enough. Enough to make me create this post about you. I hope I'll be able to see you again. Just a glimpse of you will be okay. But a smile for me would be better. I've always wanted to see that smile... closely.

Oh God. This love is unbreakable.

Turns off playlist after the 6th repeat.