Things to Do When You're Sad

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For a Reason

I don't mind if things are not working out as planned. What I know is that I'm not giving up achieving these goals and I believe that everything really happens for a reason.

Then I suddenly remembered what my friend said, "Hindi masama ang magkaroon ng mataas na pangarap. Libre naman eh. Ang hindi maganda, yung mga walang pangarap, kasi libre na nga, hindi pa magawa."

In my part, I have really high hopes and big dreams. And I shall do my best to achieve them. I may be disappointed in some ways, but again, I believe there are reasons why they won't happen... yet.

I believe that in due time, these things will work out, even not as planned, but I know they will be better than I expected.

Thoughts on a Night in May

Westlife's Unbreakable playing in the background. The song I wanted to be played if I get the chance to walk down the aisle, slowly, with my parents beside me, wearing a long, beautiful wedding gown, coming towards you. It has always been you.

As I write this, I suddenly change the playlist settings on repeat. So the song will continuously play until I finish this post.

I'm thinking about you tonight. Well, every night. You never left my mind, actually. And too cheesy to say, but my heart as well.

The sparks may be resting from glowing. I may be resting, too, sometimes. But honestly, I never got tired feeling this way since that day in 2011. Quite confusing (the terms I used, I mean), but it's what I really feel. These sparks for you, they may glow or not, they may go away for some time, but they still return to me, for you. They always do. And now they are over my head, glowing and even flying like fireflies as I think of you.

I am happy with what we have, for what we are. You may just see me as your friend, but I don't mind at all. It's completely perfect. However, sometimes I want you to be aware that I have special feelings for you. Not just a friend. It's more than that. I know you know about it. But knowing is different from being aware.

For now, I just miss you. Not too much, but enough. Enough to make me create this post about you. I hope I'll be able to see you again. Just a glimpse of you will be okay. But a smile for me would be better. I've always wanted to see that smile... closely.

Oh God. This love is unbreakable.

Turns off playlist after the 6th repeat.

Responsibilities

For my 4th year in college, I have new responsibilities to fulfill:

> Feature Writer - UST Central Student Council Official Publication (CSC RAWR)
> Yellow Booklet Committee Director - Thomasian Fashion Guild (a newly recognized organization)
> Executive Assistant to the Secretary - UST Central Student Council (for the second time)

...and of course,

> being a graduating student, doing thesis and other academic stuff - the most important priority of them all!

This coming academic year will be loaded with lots of things to do. With God's powerful guidance, I know I can achieve my goals until I march for graduation. I know I will. :)

That First Line

Saving All My Love For You - Glee

The link above is a song from the latest Glee episode, "Dance With Somebody". It's the rendition of Quinn (Dianna Agron) and Joe (Samuel Larsen) for the song, "Saving All My Love For You" since the episode was a tribute to the late Whitney Houston.

But anyway, this blog entry will not be about the latest Glee episode though it gave me tears since most of the cast are talking about stepping out from high school, in other words, they are graduating. (Lol, sorry, I'm a Gleek).

Then again, it's not about that.

It's about the first line of the song:

A few stolen moments is all that we share...

I am not going to close read that first line. It's just that, the line reminds me of things that are not supposed to be remembered nowadays, if you know what I mean. But yeah, I actually love that line.

I actually want to share those "stolen moments" that this person (in my mind right now) and I had, but it's too confidential for me to say it here, so I guess I won't. UNLESS you really want to know, maybe I can message you PRIVATELY and we'll talk about this stuff. Haha!

How about you? Mind sharing any "stolen moment" with someone? Feel free to comment. :)

P.S. I just love that rendition of the song. Well sang by Dianna and Samuel. Happy birthday to Dianna Agron last April 30, btw. :)